Thursday, May 20, 2010

i guess im back..

So, hey my one follower who probably doesnt even use this site anymore.
i havent used this site since august 2nd 2009. so much has happened.
- i was apart of the 'bring ellen down under' dance. which took place this morning.
-i am almost 17 now. which is a scary thought.
- i have a youtube/s
- i have a tumblr. it is full of photographs and celebrity things. http://rebeccaalouisee.tumblr.com/
- i had the most amazing new years.
- i am in year 11
- i have an amazing drama class.
- toni and i have the most epic conversations in english via laptop
'i got ten bucks for washing my mum' LOL.
- i am dropping out of modern history.
- i am currently at tafe completely my cert 3 in media. i recieved my first pass earlier this morning.
- i have a very laid back tafe teacher
- my crush has changed. to uh sort of someone but not really.
- im sitting opposite a guy with hot eyes. (TAFE)
- i am meant to be researching cartoon characters.
- i have been to two concerts this year; TAYLOR SWIFT & LADY GAGA.
- i want to go back to metro church, i have to facebook message miss breenie.
- i am addicted to SKINS. cook and effy for the win.
- i am a new viewer of THEVAMPIREDIARIES. damon and elenaa. xD
- i still like to write, i just dont have good enough stories
- i am running out of things to say.
- i am finishing this now.

GOD BLESS.
bec.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

switched.

i no longer blog on "blogger" as it is quite lame.

i have switched to tumblr.

www.becwrites.tumblr.com/

yo! trying to figure it out. xD

but it is more me.

BYEEE xD

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Pain;

I currently am in pain. period pain.
you are probably wow. we have all been through it, shut up.
But this is not about my menstrual cycle , it is about pain;
both physical and mental.

mental pain hurts just as much as physical.

all i have to say is people will always support you , no matter what happens
even if you have lost hope. Someone will always be there to hug you , wipe your tears, and give you advice.

I get my support from Jesus, My Family and My Friends. You never fail at making me feel better no matter what. I aim to do the same for the people i love. (:

this is dedicated to a few friends who are going through rough times.
i hope i inspired you with all my lame theories on life.

I love you. <3

God Bless ,
Bec.

Friday, July 31, 2009

31.07.09. what a day. :\

it was an interesting day.
all my friends were sick. blah.

English boring. drama fun.
GO Sammy. amazing monologue. your accent was scary.

I went to hope church youth. fun. fun. fun.
xD it was amazing.

when i got home.
my parents had friends over reminiscing memories while drinking alcohol.
my aunty vomited. they didnt get to bed till like 4.

ah. fun. not. trying feel safe when you have tipsy adults in the house.
you dont feel safe. :S

then we woke up today, the day of my mum 50th.
happy birthday. (:

haha. yeah, that was my day yesterday/early this morning.

God Bless,

Bec.

Ps. We are having a party at seven tonight .. im scared already.. :S
they are singing already.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Sickness + Swine Flu. (Y)

OH MY GOSH. so much sickness going around at the moment. It is a scary, maybe a huge swine flu outbreak is occurring ? 3 of my friends were away today , Mr crush + approximately 25 teachers and lots of other students. I cant be bothered to add that up but that is a lot of people who were absent/sick today. One of my friends that did come today sound that crap, so she is coming tomorrow. So I am going to a loner.

The weird thing is that I am not sick. yay!!. But I have had my fair share of sickness this year , I certainly deserve a break. I got sick May 11th ( yes , i know the date, only because i was at the doctors that day , not for me being sick though , for paperwork) after I walked out the room, my ears and throat started to hurt. I thought " Ohh , i'll get over it."

Boy ! was I wrong. I spent the next month and a bit, coughing my guts up , not sleeping and breathing properly. I had around 13 days off of school around assesment time. I was bored out of my mind, sick of my house. And I was sick on my birthday :| and didn't reschedule my birthday party till a month later. RAWR. So , I am finally recovered and now all my friends are sick.

One of the was saying just the other day , " I was like SUPERWOMAN these holidays everyone around me was sick and I wasn't." Haha. spoke too soon. (: loveyouu.

That was might rant about sickness. I am going on Fmylife.com. best site ever.
:)

God Bless,

Bec.

Crushes. Well Guys in General.

Why do we crushes ? They annoy the crap outta me.
I know attraction is unavoidable but the main thing the gets to me
Is the constant changes in your mood. One minute you're on top of the world,
Then you are crying in your room with ice-cream + the bestie on the phone.

Don't deny it girls, we have all been through it. Maybe the situation wasn't as dramatic
But everyone feels your pain. I sound like a therapist . Far from it, I am completely in lust
maybe even in love with my best friend. He flirts with me but I am NOT getting my hopes up atm.
We have all the same aspirations in life , even career choices. He makes me feel WANTED and he actually
acknowledges and appreciates my existence in this world. That means more to me than anything. :) wow !
Could I be any corny? LOL.

He also said that he glad I'm not friends with a certain someone anymore because she was rude and a bad influence.
Can you say AWW! ? Haha. He is so sweet. Gah! I'm like head over heels. <3 If he Freaking reads this then :s
FRIENDSHIP over. :(

That's why I never tell my crush that I like them. 1) I am afraid of rejection , heartbreak and humiliation.
I normally let go of crushes quite quickily but I don't want this one to leave. <3333

So, I hope I have helped someone eventhough I have a lack of exprience
in the relationship/romance department. Haha. :)

God Bless,

Bec <3

People

I highly dislike suprises. well because when people try to suprise me, I always seem to figure it out anyway. So I ruin my own suprises. weird much?.

Anyway , the type of suprise i do like , is about people. Yes , people.
especially the people you don't know that well and then you find out they have a great personality , music taste and a large vocabulary like yourself.

I have lost one of my best friends because of a personality clash. We haven't spoken properly in over a year now. Which is pretty lame and pathetic. But now I look over at her and wish I could know what goes on in her life. because she does have a unique/creative personality that i now appreciate. I guess at the time we were friends I wasn't ready for a change even though i was always telling her things were about to change.

My group now is full of DRAMA. DRAMA. DRAMA.
all because of a certain's person whore-ish acts. I think now that the 'drama-maker' has left the group I believe the group will go back to being fun , energetic and fun.

Sometimes I wish I was still friends with that girl who i had the personality clash, other times I don't. I truly love and cherish my friends now and wouldn't trade them for the world.

God Bless. <3