Friday, July 31, 2009

31.07.09. what a day. :\

it was an interesting day.
all my friends were sick. blah.

English boring. drama fun.
GO Sammy. amazing monologue. your accent was scary.

I went to hope church youth. fun. fun. fun.
xD it was amazing.

when i got home.
my parents had friends over reminiscing memories while drinking alcohol.
my aunty vomited. they didnt get to bed till like 4.

ah. fun. not. trying feel safe when you have tipsy adults in the house.
you dont feel safe. :S

then we woke up today, the day of my mum 50th.
happy birthday. (:

haha. yeah, that was my day yesterday/early this morning.

God Bless,

Bec.

Ps. We are having a party at seven tonight .. im scared already.. :S
they are singing already.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Sickness + Swine Flu. (Y)

OH MY GOSH. so much sickness going around at the moment. It is a scary, maybe a huge swine flu outbreak is occurring ? 3 of my friends were away today , Mr crush + approximately 25 teachers and lots of other students. I cant be bothered to add that up but that is a lot of people who were absent/sick today. One of my friends that did come today sound that crap, so she is coming tomorrow. So I am going to a loner.

The weird thing is that I am not sick. yay!!. But I have had my fair share of sickness this year , I certainly deserve a break. I got sick May 11th ( yes , i know the date, only because i was at the doctors that day , not for me being sick though , for paperwork) after I walked out the room, my ears and throat started to hurt. I thought " Ohh , i'll get over it."

Boy ! was I wrong. I spent the next month and a bit, coughing my guts up , not sleeping and breathing properly. I had around 13 days off of school around assesment time. I was bored out of my mind, sick of my house. And I was sick on my birthday :| and didn't reschedule my birthday party till a month later. RAWR. So , I am finally recovered and now all my friends are sick.

One of the was saying just the other day , " I was like SUPERWOMAN these holidays everyone around me was sick and I wasn't." Haha. spoke too soon. (: loveyouu.

That was might rant about sickness. I am going on Fmylife.com. best site ever.
:)

God Bless,

Bec.

Crushes. Well Guys in General.

Why do we crushes ? They annoy the crap outta me.
I know attraction is unavoidable but the main thing the gets to me
Is the constant changes in your mood. One minute you're on top of the world,
Then you are crying in your room with ice-cream + the bestie on the phone.

Don't deny it girls, we have all been through it. Maybe the situation wasn't as dramatic
But everyone feels your pain. I sound like a therapist . Far from it, I am completely in lust
maybe even in love with my best friend. He flirts with me but I am NOT getting my hopes up atm.
We have all the same aspirations in life , even career choices. He makes me feel WANTED and he actually
acknowledges and appreciates my existence in this world. That means more to me than anything. :) wow !
Could I be any corny? LOL.

He also said that he glad I'm not friends with a certain someone anymore because she was rude and a bad influence.
Can you say AWW! ? Haha. He is so sweet. Gah! I'm like head over heels. <3 If he Freaking reads this then :s
FRIENDSHIP over. :(

That's why I never tell my crush that I like them. 1) I am afraid of rejection , heartbreak and humiliation.
I normally let go of crushes quite quickily but I don't want this one to leave. <3333

So, I hope I have helped someone eventhough I have a lack of exprience
in the relationship/romance department. Haha. :)

God Bless,

Bec <3

People

I highly dislike suprises. well because when people try to suprise me, I always seem to figure it out anyway. So I ruin my own suprises. weird much?.

Anyway , the type of suprise i do like , is about people. Yes , people.
especially the people you don't know that well and then you find out they have a great personality , music taste and a large vocabulary like yourself.

I have lost one of my best friends because of a personality clash. We haven't spoken properly in over a year now. Which is pretty lame and pathetic. But now I look over at her and wish I could know what goes on in her life. because she does have a unique/creative personality that i now appreciate. I guess at the time we were friends I wasn't ready for a change even though i was always telling her things were about to change.

My group now is full of DRAMA. DRAMA. DRAMA.
all because of a certain's person whore-ish acts. I think now that the 'drama-maker' has left the group I believe the group will go back to being fun , energetic and fun.

Sometimes I wish I was still friends with that girl who i had the personality clash, other times I don't. I truly love and cherish my friends now and wouldn't trade them for the world.

God Bless. <3

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Things that annoy me.

Many things annoy me, but today i am going to vent about one thing that has just come to my attenion and it is seriously annoying.

Teachers that lack knowledge in a certain subject. I know , we all like the so called 'dumb' teachers so we can get away with practicially anything but getting back to the point. I have class called "futures" and it is about your future. OHH, no suprise there. This semester's topic is career's.

So anyway, the teacher that takes the class i am in , is a specialist music teacher. I dont expect him to know much about the subject but I think before the class started they should of had a sort of training session for the subject, so we could learn something and get all of our questions answered.

Instead of making us read through idiotic , small-font job guides with an extensive vocabulary that most 15-16 years don't understand. + also letting students have conversations with the person next to us who I, kind of , maybe , have a crush on xD,haha. But seriously they should incorporate something like the training day, so the lesson is much more enjoyable and then students won't spend the entire lesson counting down the minutes till they are free to go.

just my opinion. :)